You have absolutely no idea, do you? [A snarl of real anger. He lets Hinata come at him, even as his hands clench at his sides to keep himself from retaliating, but he holds his ground this time. He doesn't bend as easily as he might have a few minutes ago.] I did it because I didn't have a choice. Not a real one. The CDC can dress it up however they like, but we all know they got what they wanted.
[Fear. Brutality. An understanding of how heavy the hand of the organization is against their backs of their necks.]
But it didn't have to be him. It could have been me. I have to live with that, and so does he. [His volume has dipped, an active attempt to reduce attention from passersby. It might be pointless now.] If that's not enough for you— then it isn't enough. Nothing I say will change that. But don't stand here and act like it's simple.
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[Fear. Brutality. An understanding of how heavy the hand of the organization is against their backs of their necks.]
But it didn't have to be him. It could have been me. I have to live with that, and so does he. [His volume has dipped, an active attempt to reduce attention from passersby. It might be pointless now.] If that's not enough for you— then it isn't enough. Nothing I say will change that. But don't stand here and act like it's simple.